It doesn't suck to be me!

I was so emo yesterday! Guess it was the thunderstorm. haha! Perfect weather to emo. And also, I was reading other's blog. And I realized most of the girls of my age have so much money! They've LV, Gucci, Prada merchandise. And what do I've? haha!

I'm so cheapo. One stupid haircut and I grumbled so much. BUT, thanks to very enlightening friends, I realize I've something they don't have! hehe!

Being pretty aside (KIDDING!), I went to soooooooo many countries for exchange and travelling! I've got very nice parents who pay for everything! Ever since NTU days, I went to so many countries with so many different people! So I'm very very lucky!!!

Others spend their money on bags. But I spend mine on travelling. So I'm just as bad. haha! Always spend money. It just depends on where the money is spent on! And whether it's worth it or not depends on the person too!

Melbourne in a few days! yay!

So glad my exams ended so early! haha! On 27th April. Good luck to those who end on the last day! HAHA!!! okay i shouldn't laugh. I've got internship work to do too! Giving myself 1 more day! Good luck to me!

Thunderstorm

My mummy feels as though it's war time, with thunder being the sound of bombing.

To me, it feels like I'm in Jurassic Park! HAHA! The dinosaurs are coming!!!!!!

I just love thunderstorm!!! The perfect weather to emo.

In korean, we learn about the weather and the book says if there's thunderstorm, it's bad!

I just wanna be different! hehe!

Enjoy the weather!

Hello Cheryl!

Hello Cheryl! I know u'll be reading this!!! hahaha! Thanks for talking to me when I was so emo just now. (Yes, emo cos I'm no longer a student. Loss of identity. hahaha!) Thanks for being my best friend! (I've a lot of best friends. HAHA!) I love hanging out with u, even though it's like once every few months. But I always feel at ease! Can talk cock like mad and u'll understand how I feel!

Actually u're the only friend who I keep meeting! So in fact, I don't have friends!!!!

Please meet me soon to talk cock! hahahaa! And I hope u get married soon. I wanna be ur bridesmaid! hehe!

Cheryl so sweet!

She did this for me before my USA trip!

Thanks for listening to me rant all the time!!!!!!!!!

Miss u. So, meet me soon!!!!!

Freedom?!

I'm done with exams!!! Korean was a killer. Hope I get an S. I'll just die if I fail. Please!!! I'm that desperate this time.

I dunno why I didn't have enough time! Everyone thought it was okay. Maybe I spent too much time cursing and swearing at how tedious it is to read the question paper. I think I'm kind of cock eye. I spent so much time reading!!! And the words were way too small. Sian leh! I took very long to read the passage. Nvm. No more korean for life. I just wanna go korea for fun.

I brought my camera to school today. But no time to take pictures. After the exam, it was so dark! I thought I can leave the exam hall early. haha! Dumb thinking.

I'm so glad to meet psy people after the paper!!! Charlene, Huey Hui and Bascilia. It's the first time I talk to Bascilia! She stays in Yishun and Hall 11. SAME AS ME! I miss out so much on the psy people. Like what Charlene said, she feels like a loner. I feel the same way too!!! If only we knew, we could have sort of hung out together. I do wish I've been more enthusiastic in psy! There are so many nice peole around! Wasted. haha!

Anyway, I was so bored being cooped up at home to study that I've been taking random pictures!

My funny little sister gave me a notebook in 2006!

I was clearing my things and I wanna recycle a lot of papers!

So before I recycled the notebook, I took a picture of her lame message.

Look like i'm studying overseas right?

The scenery outside my window rocks!

So much greenery.

Good for the eyes!

Though I'm still very cocked eye.

See!

Sunset very nice!!!

Met Michelle and Lyn yesterday!

Happy 24th birthday!!!

In the words of Lyn, we're still very young!!!

So, enjoy life!!!

Okay. Gonna sleep soon.

Long day tomorrow.

I've got tomorrow till Monday to complete my internship report.

BUT, I'm only giving myself TWO days.

I CAN DO IT!

Hall girls meet-up!

I finally get to meet up with Amy and Shu Hui!!!!! My block 55 hall mates!!!! I love them so much! We can gossip about everything under the sun! From my stupid $55 haircut, the my prof, to everything other things!

I'm very very irritated by a lot of unethical people! I defined ethics according to SPS (singapore psy society) ethics code. haha! Funny but seriously, it makes sense!!! When I was so pissed with my stylist, Mr T, I linked it to some the ethics code. He used to be a very good freelance stylist! Now he's in some high class saloon in 313. I can't even rmb the name. saloon chevim (?) haha! i dunno. Think it's some french words. Now it sounds like some hokkien word, cheem. HAHA!

1. Responsibility: He was so not responsible!!!! He made me wait so long even though I had an appointment. He was running around in midst of attending to me. In the end, I spent an hr plus in the saloon, with him being with me for only 15 mins. I went there for his service! Oh, plus, I told him I had to leave by 1.45. But he still made me wait.

2. Competence: I've nothing to say about this cos he's very good. I've been with him ever since 2008! I never complain after his haircut!

3. Client Welfare: TOTALLY NO. Super irresponsible. The washing, blowing and non-existent styling wasn't done by him. The stupid hairblower (the girl who blow dry my hair) kept pissing me off!!! The stupid cord kept hitting my face. He seemed apologetic when I SMS him on how unhappy I was with his service. He said he'll give me a free hair treatment! When I asked if friday was fine, he took damn long to reply and asked if mon is okay! At the point, i was thinking, forget it. He just lost a valuable customer. Not 1. But FOUR OTHERS. (My mom, 2 sis and AMY!)

I missed the times where he freelanced! He'll do everything nicely and there's student price!!! And it'll be below $40. Now it's bloody $55!!! (I rounded up slightly. abt 53 or smt). SO DAMN EX. $55 is like a quarter of the amt in my bank account!!!

Oh whatever! Now amy and I has to go searching for another good one. We've always believed in quality hair cuts! (cos we don't do that often. and it makes a diff!) But anyway, doubt I'll never ever pay so much for a haircut. Waste money! Shall find those friendly neighbourhood auntie who won't charge more than $20!!!

Anyway, I met Amy and SH at Seoul yummy! It's sooooooooo yummy!!! We love Korean food! omg. I just thought of a place we can go too!!! KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love the side dish!!!

And it's refillable!!!

We haven't seen each other for close to a year!!!

So glad that we're free to meet-up more often.

Love hall people!!!

Say I'm pretty, NOW.

It's so funny when Amy sms-ed me to tell me that her friend said I'm pretty. haha! Yes, I'm flattered. However, I know where I stand!

For many years and many years ago, I used to think that I'm drop dead gorgeous. HAHA! No kidding. My confidence is just overwhelming. In other words, very buay huiay bai (okay seems off. haha! But it means shameless.)

In NTU Hall camp, there's a segment which is hall pageant. Obviously, I won't wanna be there. But I secretly (not so secretly now) hoped to get picked! HAHA! okay it's so lame. I just wanna get picked for the sake of it! I thought I looked okay. Even though I looked like this:

HAHA!

Taken just before I entered NTU.

There's a reason why I looked like that.

But the main point is, I think I'm pretty even with that look!!!

How confident can I get?!!! hahaa!

So, what woke me up was my D&D pictures!

I can't believe how bad I look.

How I pale in comparison to the others.

Also, in my group Zaleh, almost all the girls got chosen!!!

Sam didn't get chosen cos (i think) she pon camp for too many days!

The rest got chosen for the preliminary round.

Amazing right?

My group (somehow, which I doubt was random) was made up of all the pretty girls,

EXCEPT ME!haha!

U SEE!!!!

What's worse?

Ashton so pretty!!!

Some more sit beside me! haha!

More pretty girls!

This was the initial part of dinner.

I got more and more awkward afterwards.

With summer!

I think she rejected pageant.

Can't remember but I know she got selected for the interview!

With Desmond!

This was the picture that totally shattered my confidence.

I felt so out of place here!

Like I'm some werido who anyhow chap in.

See my Zaleh group.

Everyone looked so good!

Even got a hall king!

Not to say that I don't like hall. In fact, I love the environment!!! Esp in hall 11! So many trees!!! Then at night super quiet and breezy. Plus got insect sound. (sounds very foresty. haha! feels like i'm in the woods. and omg. when it rains, it's super cosy to snug under my bed!!!)

I also like hall people! (Most!) Thus, not to say that I don't like staying in hall. But, reality sucks! Some more, there's a feeling of being outcast-ed cos of looks. Obviously it's not so blatant! It's just the vibe!

That is why I LOVE BEING IN USA SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I look ugly, but never have I felt the left out. Maybe cos naturally when u're overseas, nobody knows u and u dunno anybody. I dunno la! But I felt so comfortable being myself over there! Even when I looked super bad, I don't care!

Gosh, I LOVE MYSELF!!!!

Happy 21st Shermeen!

Awfully chocolate!

Same big block of cake that I had!

Same weight too!

Her nursing friend: WeiHsin and her bf.

Wei hsin is so passionate about her profession.

She went to hold my grandma when she walked down the stairs.

HAHA! Good job!

Sarah and I stuffing the pinata.

Cool right!

Shermeen so ang moh! haha!

Cos pinata is such an American party thing.

Now follows lots of misc pics of Shermeen and her friends.

I dunno most of them.

But I'm blogging the memories for her to keep!

Lots of pictures!

Family picture! (w/o Sally)

Shermeen and her school mates. (i think!)

I dunno who they're.

Think they're her Naval Base friends.

Our grand-uncles and aunties.

Our uncles and auntie-to-be.

Olivia and Shermeen. Her nursing friend.

Her nursing friend! NYP one.

My auntie, grand-uncle and auntie, and cousins!

Nicole and Kelly.

I love their names!

Cousins!

Daddy side.

Sally and Wilson are missing!!!

My uncle!

I dunno who they're too! haha!

Lazy to ask shermeen.

Joey!

Everybody's favourite kid.

He's way too naughty thou.

My cousins! (plus uncle and auntie)

Sal old cow and zhan ming.

They went for wedding dinner!

Mommy side cousins!

Okay. Shermeen has more pictures in her new camera!

Will edit when I get more pictures from her!!!

I love parties! So fun!!!

Oh! Does Shermeen face look nice???

Thanks to us sisters!

We brought her to MAC for a makeover!!!

Damn nice.

But so ex! Cos we bought a lot of products for her!

A damn cool birthday present right?

Thought by the super creative me!!! hehe!

Jetstar challenge

Hello! In the midst of exams, Sarah and I signed up for the Jetstar challenge! HAHA!

And it's to TAIPEI!!! By Jetstar!!!

I'm kind of like a budget frequent flier. haha! Went to everywhere almost by budget, and almost all by Jetstar! The seats are the most comfy and clean amongst the others.

Our video is quite amateurish. But, we hope to get it!!! Imagine all the fun and adventures!!! And, ALL THE GOOD FOOD! I love the XXXL (dunno how many Xs) chicken! And bubble tea! Whee!!! I love Taiwan! Or I should say, WE LOVE TAIWAN!

p.s. Contrary to many people's beliefs, I'm NOT very free (like when i submitted my pic to straits times). HAHA! I just wanna do something different in my boring life.

OMG!

Looks familar?!

I took the pic and submitted to straits times!!!!!!

It got published!!!!! OMG! haha!

I regretted not choosing another pic.

But yay!!!!!!!!!

A postcard from Troy, NY!!!!!!

Thanks VAL!!!!

I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 lovely surprises of the week.

MORE TO COME...

Happy day!

I had my Korean presentation today! My Korean is very lousy. So, I needed something to distract the audience! hahaha! I prepared drawings! (which was really kiddy and sucked). But I'm kind of creative! haha!

I introduced myself.

And how much I hate my chinese name.

I go to NTU.

I like Korean.

But my grades suck cos it's so diff!

This is the one which got ppl laughing!

I said my mom loves korean boys! haha!

So, she loves korean drama.

Funny right? I got many questions cos of this pic!

Got ppl ask who does my mom likes, and what drama she likes.

I dunno how to say! haha!

I just pointed to the pic and said the chinese name.

My sisters!

I said we're tall (so not true), pretty and smart!

Think all the above only applies to me. haha!

I said my family loves korean food!

It's super ex, but my dad has lots of money. hahaha!!!

The presentation was so fun!

I was stammering. But my classmates were so supportive!!!

This girl kept smiling to keep me going!

And the class laughed! haha! Happy!!!

And I was so impressed by Joanne!!!

She was so fluent.

I should have practised more!!!

I got my clinical report back.

Don't care abt the grades.
I'm so happy by the comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never ever get such a nice comment!!! SO HAPPY!!!!

Clare is so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Steph and HH did well too!!!

Thanks guys for the hard work for our clinical presentation!!!

I felt that I worked harder for clinical as compared to FYP.

As most of u guys had heard, she-who-cannot-be-named was super unethical.

sabo-ed me for my final report.

I wish I can defame her here.

Till my grades are out! HAHA!

Okay. **** she-who-cannot-be-named.

Karma will fall on u.

You know u were never the popular kid in class when

You weren't invited to a sec 4 class gathering! HAHA!

I happened to chance upon the newsfeed on facebk that there's a sec4 class gathering. And i'm not on the invited list. Not that i'm sore about it. Cos i was never into my sec 4 class. It was sooooooo stressful cos everyone was so smart. So anyway, i'll be in aus then! haha. So it doesn't matter whether i'm invited or not.

So, feeling sian, i went to create an event page for EFREI! liyana so cute. immediately sms asking wat event. i miss EFREI ppl! haha. wish we can all fly to france now.

btw, FYP is finally over!!! gosh. it totally sucked. but whatever. stupid piece of crap was so expensive to print and bind! haha.

okay. time to celebrate b4 exam period starts. worry later!

FINALY! YUCK! PUKE!

This shall be my last post ever on FYP.

yeah, it's the last day. yet i'm still so frustrated over she-who-shall-not-be-named. argh!

stupid pointless project.

waste my time when i could have watched f1.

to hand in on mon or tue? i can't decide. mon, if i wanna end my agony. tue, if i wanna check more and still find more articles.

anyway, i drove to hall today! so super duper fun! i love driving alone. haha! i feel pressured when i've passengers. so sorry! i shall not be picking anybody anytime soon.