Life after #scootbiggestloser

Surprisingly, I lost 3.1kg! Very happy at my accomplishment!!!! Of cos, I didn't win. But good enough for me! I lost weight the healthy way.

So naturally, I went crazy over the weekend! Binged like mad. Not good. Shall go on a healthy diet from now on! Occasional unhealthy stuff is allowed! But shall not go overboard.

3 days left

I still dare not weigh myself!!! I've been trying my hardest for the last week. But might have backfired. Will see how on Fri.
I really want free tix!!! And free accommodation. Wish I had been more hardworking.

The thing I really want most is a flat tummy!!! I've been suffering from a big bloated one since I was 15??? Haha. Puberty gone wrong. So upset! I've been telling myself for the longest time ever to lose it. It has been on my new yr resolution since I was 15! Haha. Therefore, it's now or never. So far haven't seen much progress. But doesn't seem as bloated.

Even though biggest loser ends this fri, I might just want to continue the diet! I don't feel as sluggish after lunch ! And my face doesn't have as much pimples! :)))

Gonna eat clean. But of cos, I love my rice!!!! I miss eating rice. White pearly rice!!!!! Can't wait! Of cos there're cakes, fries and waffles!!!!!! Yumz. Okay gotta stop. Feeling greedy already.

5 days left

There's only 5 days left to Scoot Biggest Loser and I must say, I'm the biggest failure.

Not only have I lost weight, but I gained!

I'm so not looking forward to weighing myself on Friday.

All I can do now is to press on! I'm proud to say, I've been eating clean and exercising! Just too late. :(

Week1: I tried to eat clean, but didn't take things seriously.
Week2: I didn't feel too good. So didn't restrict myself much.
Week3: I fell sick! Had to eat to get well.
Week4: BBQ and Buffet week.
Week5: This week... Gotta try much harder!

So much excuses.

My aim to join this contest is to lose my tummy! Apparently it's still there and going strong. But I shall press on!

So irritated that it's so hazy today. Can't go for a run.  :(((

The Biggest Loser- Day 1

At work, the commercial team decided it'll be fun to do a Biggest Loser Contest. Basically, we just have to lose weight. But there's a buy in of $50!!!

I did so anyway. haha! I must be crazy to donate my money away. But I want to lose weight so badly. So now's the chance! I aim to lose 5kg!!! I'm very determined. I want to win the air tickets and free accommodations!!! To any Scoot's destination. How good is that???

Last year, I did the vegetarian diet. I failed horribly, quitting at the 21st day cos I kept falling sick. Hope to go strong this time round!

But guess what. I had fish and chips for lunch!!! FRIED FISH!!! Lose already... hahaa! But I"m not complaining. Jon treated! yay. I love treats! Nice guy. haha.

Gotta try harder tomorrow!!!

I took a pic of my flabby body. Hopefully the after pic looks gd!

My inspiration!!! f

Just an add on

I love being at my current company so much! I love the culture, the people, and everything else!!! Esp the bright yellow tee.

And I love working in the airport. That's why I don't wanna quit.

Just being random!!!

Identity crisis

I'm facing a crisis. 

I changed dept, yet it still doesn't feel right . I just can't do desk bound work. I'll doze off in the middle of what I'm doing cos it's just so boring!!! What am I gonna do????

And I'm so upset with having just 7 days of leave left till next year April. 

I miss sgh. :(

The freedom I had. And the sense of empowerment and satisfaction at the end of every day.

When will I ever be happy??? I want to feel as though I'm doing something meaningful. Something which will be impactful and will actually make a difference in someone's life. I need help!!! :*(

But I'm definitely not depressed or suicidal. Just need some time to sort out my thoughts. Till then...

Sundown 2014

I completed one of the resolution! 21km with sundown!!!

So proud of myself! I ran non-stop!!! Only walking a little after water points, and at the 20km mark when my thighs started to cramp.

I'm so grateful to GuanTat, Jasper and Yong Chiang for running with me. I'm sure they can go much faster, but they ran by my side and motivated me throughout. Best run ever.

It was too tiring though. I dunno how the 42km people manage. Dunno if I wanna try 42km someday, but NO WAY for now. haha! My legs will just give way and I'll just get a heart attack midway.

Gonna start my running regime soon again! :)

I love the feeling of crossing the finishing line. I wanna do this again!!!

Gonna pluck my wisdom teeth later. Aiming for a recovery period of 2 days. Possible? My friends said I'm too ambitious. haha! Good luck to me!!!

My 1 min of "Fame"

Spot my comment! haha.

Thanks to Vic for publishing my quote! I used to like my profile pic. But now I don't like. Sian. Should have sent her something nicer. And dunno why I told her my full title. Now I resign from my position alr. So paiseh if anyone sees this. haha.

But yay. At least I can brag I appear in a magazine before! haha.

Dunno why May's lifestyle is not sent to my home. Gotta secretly browse in NTUC. haha!

Should I stay?

My heart is telling me to leave my job now. But my brain says no. :(

Work has been crazily stressful. First, I got very bad gastric attack. Then, I had an arthritis relapse scare. What next? Heart failure? Highly likely given I panic more than a thousand times a day. :(

I know this job is NOT for me. But it's good learning, and I get to travel on discounted rate. Then again, so what right?

What should I do? What's ideal is for me to leave now since the notice period is only 2weeks. Then get my health back, and start looking for a job again. The only thing tiny pull back factor is that I'm currently working in my favourite place in Singapore, the airport. This opportunity is so difficult to come by! Damn. :(

I know what is for me. I need people's interaction. And not face the computer one whole day. I can go without talking in the office. :( I don't like it. HOW???? If I leave now, am  I taking the easy way out? Can someone enlighten me please?

I miss running.

I'm very sad to say, my exercise regime has gone down drastically. :(((

Even my tummy is getting bigger and bigger each day. My complexion has turned quite bad, and my hair is going haywire. 

I WANNA START RUNNING AGAIN!!!! :( 

New working envt

1 word to summarize. TOUGH.

Work is so difficult!!! What have I been doing for the past few years? Life was so easy back then!!! omg. It's like a massive wake up call. The world is not so easy after all.

But glad I get to meet nice people on my job. There are some pricks whom my friend mentioned, but I've yet to meet them. So wish me good luck.

I really want my new job to work out though. We shall see....

2013

Looking back, 2013 has been a challenging and exciting year.

The most exciting ones are:

1. I got a new job (starting in feb 2014).
2. I went for star award and had a pic with Qi Yuwu!!!! My fav mediacorp actor. :)))
3. I made a lot of new random friends.
4. I learnt the ukelele!
ERM, that's about it. Okay not very eventful. Work was damn drama though.But appreciate my clerks more! Thanks to them, I managed to last for so long. 2.5yrs is no easy feat for a boring job.

Anyway, all my resolutions are NOT met for 2013. For 2014, I hope more will be done.

1. LOSE MY BLOODY TUMMY!!! my tummy is not bloody. But it's bulging. Damn gross.
2. Run 21km with ease. Signed up for Sundown already. If all goes well, I wanna do stan chart 21km too!
3. Climb Mt Rinjani! I should have gone with Wendy when I had the chance last year. But hope i'll find someone to go with me!
4. Be healthy! Not take MC in my new job. I've got a friend who has never taken MC in his entire life. Gonna do the same for my new job. But my main is to be healthy!
5. Do well for my new job! I really like the new company. So hope all goes well!
6. Go to London and watch Arsenal/ Chelsea play!!! Hope scoot someday will fly to London!!!
7. Stop being so picky. Told BFF, I'll go out with the first guy who ask me out this year. hee. It was actually him (my bff). But he said not counted.
8. Be nice to everyone. I've been too pissy this year. The IT team in my dept branded me as a nasty bitch. haha! What a name!
9. Volunteer! Not doing it anytime soon as I wanna be more settled with work first. Hopefully there's smt corporate.
10. Don't be so action. HAHA. I shall stop acting I'm so cool and go to clubs and pubs. I hate those places!!! But I just go cos it seems so cool. NO MORE. (unless if there's any special occasions.)
11. Be happy! Seems easy, but no!!! cos I'm always comparing why others have it better than me. That's why I've stopped following bloggers. I always thought they are so lucky to be pretty, smart, popular etc. But compare for what? Compare already I more sian. So, STOP COMPARING, and be contented.

Okay that's it! Pretty ambitious I must say. By the way, my 2014 goes by the lunar calendar. HAHA. cos I already broke a resolution (no.4. I took MC when I came back from Shanghai. hehe. )