Look at what I missed out!

Samuel mms-ed me pictures of the Jap buffet of my GIP gathering. I forgot I had 3 dinner appointments that day! GIP, department and psy dinner. And guess which one I went for? Department dinner! haha!

I swear it's one of the worse, if not, the WORST dinner ever!!! The people were nice. But I just can't make small talks like mad! I tried okay! But sometimes when you try too hard, things get harder. Gosh. I felt so out of place. Everyone was having fun and was enjoying each other's company. I was stuffing myself with keropok. And I was busy sms-ing people like Amy, Samuel etc. Gosh I felt like dying! I wanna explode! Can you believe I was mute for the whole one hour? I can't believe it too. hahhaa!!!

It got so bad that I left early. I wanted to find Samuel they all for GIP dinner. But I just couldn't find the damn freaking bus-stop. Dejected, I went home.

But I was glad I left early. (Even though I really wanted to try the dessert. Chendol. haha!)

I've nothing against my department colleagues. As mentioned, they're very nice. But I just can't talk to them! I don't even sit with them. (My office is 3 levels below theirs. Cos they've no space to accommodate me.)

Well, at least I tried. I'm quite anti-social. Hate to be in a super big group.

I remembered asking steph and hui hui for advice during clinical psy role play! HAHAHA! Okay random.

p.s. I'm blogging like mad cos I've finally got proper internet access! yay!

p.s.s I'm feeling happier now! Shall quit whining about work.

p.s.s. I've got so much to look forward to!!!!

p.s.s.s. I've got to lose weight!!! FAST!